Creation

Creation

My first name is Taiya, I was born the 30th of December of the year 1995. I didn’t really have to worry about how I was going to stay alive. Things came easily, money, parents, laughter. Never once did I ever think of the hereafter. I never once thought about ending things here and there and I never once understood why people didn’t want to stay here.

On Earth

My first name is Taiya, I was born the 30th of December, and everyone warned me that life was going to get harder than this. They informed me about the boys, the cruelties, and about the consequences of my actions and words. They advertised the water telling me that it was warm, but I was too afraid of what those red piranha-infested waters led towards. So, I never once understood why people were telling me to do one thing when the people doing it were living and striving just fine.

Through Life

My first name is Taiya, I was born on the 30th, in college suffering, understanding, why people don’t want to live and knowing why people stay away from the “bad” consequences. I know why people are harsh, and now I know it’s just because people are torn. They are torn between living or leaving, and being and believing. They are torn between society and themselves. They are torn between the questions of “If I can’t even pass a simple class, should I even be in college?” “If I can’t even make decent friends, should I even be here in general? “Should I even try or should I just go?”

Heaven

My first name is Taiya, and I was born, my view on heaven, is that it is a place to learn how to survive on earth. Earth is just a huge final that you can’t fail because it’s not being graded by anyone but you. Earth is just one big assessment, and the only thing god is doing for you are giving you the opportunity to go through with it. He helps you when you need it, not when you want it, and he doesn’t judge too harshly if you give up. If you give up, then you just start over again. But if you actually tried and lived, even if you didn’t do everything you wanted to. At least you are giving yourself a purpose of being born. Because only then will you move on to the next level.

Purpose

My first name is Taiya, name meaning Gift of God. I was born to study the fire that was created around me. I am protected heavily by my intuition that my Guardian angel likes to speak to. I was gifted into becoming friends with her in my dreams when I was younger. I know I was put here to open the eyes of others. I was born to guide those who made the mistakes and to help

those who are lost with finding what their guardian angel is whispering for them to be. I am not meant to be with anyone. I am not expected to keep people close. I am meant to keep moving on to those who need me and leave those who don’t. I am meant to keep them on track to their destinies. I am meant to maintain the balance. In a way, I am like a bee to a flower, if I stay too long on a flower, not only will the other flowers not grow, but I will die as well from starvation and sleep deprivation. I wasn’t meant to keep the gold. My purpose was to share it.

Share Me

My first name is Taiya, I was born the 30th of December of the year 1995. I am so much all wrapped up into one. I read, I write, I sleep, and I am shy. I like to laugh and yell and encourage the sadness of hell. I am a believer in God, and the Universe and signs. I am grateful that I can at least wear glasses because boy, I’m blind. I procrastinate and wait, I’m even patience at times because even I know, the people couldn’t have just made up the Titan of time. I was not just born but created to dream. Created for the Universe and the Universe created for me.